Archive for giugno 26th, 2007

death reversed

Posted in cryptic, english, magic, tarot, thoughts on 06/26/2007 09:48 pm by Giulia
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Why am I so afraid of change? Why do I hold on to things?
Why am I so scared of just letting it all go?

Sometimes I am so petrified by fear I can’t even think anymore.
I can’t breathe, I can’t sleep.

I don’t remember who said it, but as stupid as it may seem the future is tomorrow’s today and the past is yesterday’s today.

Wouldn’t it be wonderful if I could live each day to its fullest and do exactly what I want to do, say everything that I want to say, instead of holding back and hiding behind all the ifs, buts and maybes. Then all this stuff wouldn’t clutter my mind and my life.

I envy people who are brave enough to live like that.
After all, what’s there to lose. For every loss, something else can be gained.

I just so *wish* that I wasn’t such a coward..

half of what I say is meaningless…

Posted in cryptic, daydreaming, thoughts on 06/26/2007 12:20 pm by Giulia
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C’è un mio amico che mi dice sempre di non costruire castelli in aria.. di non impilare troppo le carte fino ad altezze vertiginose, perché basta un alito di vento a tirare giù tutto.

Per quanto mi dia fastidio.. devo dargli ragione  :-(